However, I can't help but notice that so many of these updates are man-centered.
He thought of me above all.
I am worth it.
I am someone worth dying for.
We are tempted to make everything about us. Yes, I praise God that I get to have a part in the story of redemption! But, I also praise God that Jesus' death was not [primarily] about me. I was not his motivation. Humans were not his motivation. There is nothing about us worthy of Christ climbing that hill.
He did not think of me above all; He thought of the Glory of the Father.
He did not think I was worth it; He knew God's glory was infinitely worth it.
I am not someone worth dying for; I am desperately wicked.
Did Christ die for us? Yes! The Bible says, "While we were yet sinners, Christ died for us" Romans 5:8. But, when Jesus prayed on the Mount of Olives he said, "Father, if you are willing, remove this cup from me. Nevertheless, not my will, but yours be done." (Luke 22:42) His focus was the Father.
He died for the Glory of the Father. He died so that God could be glorified through the magnificent story of utterly depraved humans being saved by His grace.
He did not die to give us positive self-esteem. We shouldn't look at the cross and think, "I am worth it." Instead, we should meditate on the disparity of our sinfulness that it would cost so much to redeem. We should humbly marvel that God would allow us to be a part of that redemption.
So, let us be careful with how we talk of the crucifix. It is not primarily about us. It is first about the glory of God. I praise God that he would allow me to be a part of His glory through the story of redemption. I don't deserve it; I am not someone worth Christ's death.